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Post by Deleted on Jan 23, 2019 1:07:41 GMT -5
Last night, I covered my hair, and repented for specific sins in my life, any that came to mind. Especially any compromises with witchcraft and spiritual darkness.
I feel that I was being led to the slaughter and that I only now see the light because of the Father's mercy.
Calvinist and OSAS has failed. So I trust the Holy Spirit now.
I only pray the Lord forgives me for not being discerning and allowing evil into my life.
I pray He deals with me according to His mercy and gives me a chance to live totally submitted to His will and nothing else.
I don't deserve it. I deserve hell with all the other rebels. But I feel Him calling me forward. Please pray for me that I would one the Lord and finally separate myself from evil people.
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Post by Cletus on Jan 23, 2019 2:09:14 GMT -5
salvation is not just being saved from hell. we are saved from our sins. 1 justification. or just-if-i'd never sinned. 2 sanctification. we are sanctified or set apart from the world to God at the moment we are born again, but it is also an ongoing process until we die where we are made more and more into his likeness and taught how to live righteously. 3. glorification. when we die or are called up. we will be glorified.
Enter ye in at the strait gate: for wide is the gate, and broad is the way, that leadeth to destruction, and many there be which go in thereat: Because strait is the gate, and narrow is the way, which leadeth unto life, and few there be that find it. Matthew 7:13 - 14
salvation is going from being dead in sin to being alive in Christ and having a relationship restored with Him. Its having His Spirit in us. its living to God. salvation is not just about what we get as a materialistic and self entitled culture clings to, but also because of what we got how we are now different. set apart.
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Post by PG4Him on Jan 23, 2019 9:49:26 GMT -5
When Jesus tells us to take up our cross and follow Him, it’s not for the faint of heart. When Paul says we must crucify ourselves daily, it’s not fun and games. We’re in a wrestling match with powers and principalities. We’re in a fight. If you’re not fighting, you’re not growing in the Lord. Sister, be encouraged that you’re climbing the mountain. It’s difficult, it’s scary, and sometimes it’s painful, but Jesus is with you.
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Post by 2fw8212a on Jan 23, 2019 10:05:40 GMT -5
How do you discern salvation? "If anyone loves Me, he will keep My word;
and My Father will love him, and We will come to him and make Our home with him." - John 14:23
"...this is the covenant that I will make with the house of Israel after
those days, says the Lord: I will put My law in their minds, and write it on their
hearts; and I will be their God, and they shall be My people." - Jeremiah 31:33
"Only acknowledge your iniquity,
That you have transgressed against the Lord your God..." - Jeremiah 3:13
"As far as the east is from the west,
So far has He removed our transgressions from us." - Psalm 103:12
"...one thing I do, forgetting those things which are behind and
reaching forward to those things which are ahead..." - Philippians 3:13
" For I will be merciful to their unrighteousness, and their sins
and their lawless deeds I will remember no more." - Hebrews 8:12The Lord is calling you to live a new life... And all you have to do is to believe in Him.
"I have not come to call the righteous, but sinners, to repentance." - Luke 5:32
"For God has committed them all to disobedience, that He might have mercy on all." - Romans 11:32
"He who covers his sins will not prosper,
But whoever confesses and forsakes them will have mercy." - Proverbs 28:13
"I say to you, there is joy in the presence of the
angels of God over one sinner who repents." - Luke 15:10
"for the Son of Man has come to seek and to save that which was lost." - Luke 19:10
"Behold what manner of love the Father has bestowed on us, that we should be called children of God!..." - 1 John 3:1
You are loved in Jesus' name! Blessings!
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Post by Deleted on Jan 23, 2019 10:25:37 GMT -5
I believe I'm saved.
I have scars like Jesus.
And my fruit are there.
I guess my biggest fear is that satanists I've allowed into my life will tear me apart spiritually until I just die in my sins.
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Post by PG4Him on Jan 23, 2019 10:33:27 GMT -5
I believe I'm saved. I have scars like Jesus. And my fruit are there. I guess my biggest fear is that satanists I've allowed into my life will tear me apart spiritually until I just die in my sins. Witches and Satanists are not stronger than the blood of Jesus. Sister, let me tell you from personal experience, those people are bullies. They will try to convince you that they are the spiritual equivalent of the mafia, that they are above the law, and that nothing, not even Jesus, can really stop them. They will use this to paralyze you by fear. They will even quote Scripture, the way Satan quoted Scripture to tempt Jesus in the wilderness. Watered-down OSAS Christianity doesn’t work. You’ve caught on to that. Now it’s time to press on into victory.
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Post by 2fw8212a on Jan 23, 2019 10:47:43 GMT -5
I guess my biggest fear is that satanists I've allowed into my life will tear me apart spiritually until I just die in my sins. "...You shall not fear other gods..." - 2 Kings 17:35
"Indeed before the day was, I am He;
And there is no one who can deliver out of My hand;
I work, and who will reverse it?" - Isaiah 43:13
"...if you indeed obey His voice and do all that I speak, then I will
be an enemy to your enemies and an adversary to your adversaries." - Exodus 23:22
"Have I not commanded you? Be strong and of good courage; do not be afraid,
nor be dismayed, for the Lord your God is with you wherever you go." - Joshua 1:9
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Post by Deleted on Jan 23, 2019 11:35:47 GMT -5
I guess my biggest fear is that satanists I've allowed into my life will tear me apart spiritually until I just die in my sins. "...You shall not fear other gods..." - 2 Kings 17:35
"Indeed before the day was, I am He;
And there is no one who can deliver out of My hand;
I work, and who will reverse it?" - Isaiah 43:13
"...if you indeed obey His voice and do all that I speak, then I will
be an enemy to your enemies and an adversary to your adversaries." - Exodus 23:22
"Have I not commanded you? Be strong and of good courage; do not be afraid,
nor be dismayed, for the Lord your God is with you wherever you go." - Joshua 1:9I realize I've gone through trauma. My nerves are so bad, I feel terrified. What makes me feel safe is those verses about the Lord fighting for His own. But other than that I almost never feel safe. Ever. I hope that goes away in time.
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Post by John on Jan 23, 2019 11:48:21 GMT -5
"...You shall not fear other gods..." - 2 Kings 17:35
"Indeed before the day was, I am He;
And there is no one who can deliver out of My hand;
I work, and who will reverse it?" - Isaiah 43:13
"...if you indeed obey His voice and do all that I speak, then I will
be an enemy to your enemies and an adversary to your adversaries." - Exodus 23:22
"Have I not commanded you? Be strong and of good courage; do not be afraid,
nor be dismayed, for the Lord your God is with you wherever you go." - Joshua 1:9 I realize I've gone through trauma. My nerves are so bad, I feel terrified. What makes me feel safe is those verses about the Lord fighting for His own. But other than that I almost never feel safe. Ever. I hope that goes away in time. If you don't wish to discuss it in the forums, I would understand, but it seems like a lot of negative things took place in your life over a short period of time. What happened to bring you to this place, I mean of being homeless and everything? If it is too personal, that is okay.
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Post by PG4Him on Jan 23, 2019 11:49:36 GMT -5
I realize I've gone through trauma. My nerves are so bad, I feel terrified. What makes me feel safe is those verses about the Lord fighting for His own. But other than that I almost never feel safe. Ever. I hope that goes away in time. Emotions do not correspond reality. Never forget that. Two people can observe the same scene and feel two different reactions to it. This is because emotions are not a metric of reality, but a metric of how we observe reality. The word of God is sharper than any two edged sword, able to separate soul and spirit. Soulish feelings are not spiritual truth.
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Post by Deleted on Jan 23, 2019 12:07:29 GMT -5
I realize I've gone through trauma. My nerves are so bad, I feel terrified. What makes me feel safe is those verses about the Lord fighting for His own. But other than that I almost never feel safe. Ever. I hope that goes away in time. If you don't wish to discuss it in the forums, I would understand, but it seems like a lot of negative things took place in your life over a short period of time. What happened to bring you to this place, I mean of being homeless and everything? If it is too personal, that is okay.
I told no one for so long. It feels good to speak. My husband... He acts just as a vampire does. He mostly plays video games and watched movies but if he did work it was night shift. He has pale skin, hardly ever goes outside and hates sunlight. I find him financially, emotionally, and physically draining. To the point where I just couldn't give any more of myself. I am afraid of him. I love him still although I'm just a thing to be controlled. But that darkness... How he claims to be Christian but won't go to church or hang out with other believers. How he has brainwashed me into thinking I should pay for everything and fix his meals. The way his mother abused him and still abuses her husband. That cult-like devotion to that Apostolic cult. It just makes sense if they're Satanists on the down low.
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Post by John on Jan 23, 2019 12:20:45 GMT -5
If you don't wish to discuss it in the forums, I would understand, but it seems like a lot of negative things took place in your life over a short period of time. What happened to bring you to this place, I mean of being homeless and everything? If it is too personal, that is okay.
I told no one for so long. It feels good to speak. My husband... He acts just as a vampire does. He mostly plays video games and watched movies but if he did work it was night shift. He has pale skin, hardly ever goes outside and hates sunlight. I find him financially, emotionally, and physically draining. To the point where I just couldn't give any more of myself. I am afraid of him. I love him still although I'm just a thing to be controlled. But that darkness... How he claims to be Christian but won't go to church or hang out with other believers. How he has brainwashed me into thinking I should pay for everything and fix his meals. The way his mother abused him and still abuses her husband. That cult-like devotion to that Apostolic cult. It just makes sense if they're Satanists on the down low. I had no idea. Will be praying for you.
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Post by PG4Him on Jan 23, 2019 12:27:03 GMT -5
Tabitha3319 If you don’t mind me asking, are you homeless now because you are separated from him? You say he doesn’t go to church, what do you mean then by devotion to an apostolic cult?
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Post by John on Jan 23, 2019 12:28:26 GMT -5
If you don't wish to discuss it in the forums, I would understand, but it seems like a lot of negative things took place in your life over a short period of time. What happened to bring you to this place, I mean of being homeless and everything? If it is too personal, that is okay.
I told no one for so long. It feels good to speak. My husband... He acts just as a vampire does. He mostly plays video games and watched movies but if he did work it was night shift. He has pale skin, hardly ever goes outside and hates sunlight. I find him financially, emotionally, and physically draining. To the point where I just couldn't give any more of myself. I am afraid of him. I love him still although I'm just a thing to be controlled. But that darkness... How he claims to be Christian but won't go to church or hang out with other believers. How he has brainwashed me into thinking I should pay for everything and fix his meals. The way his mother abused him and still abuses her husband. That cult-like devotion to that Apostolic cult. It just makes sense if they're Satanists on the down low. One thing you said, I am a little perplexed by. You said he doesn't want to go to church, but has a cult-like devotion to that Apostolic cult. Would he go there? Do you think he sees it as right and misses it? Has he changed for the worse since leaving it?
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Post by Deleted on Jan 23, 2019 12:31:27 GMT -5
Yes, yes, and yes but our whole family was kicked out for some reason.
Yeah, I've turned on all the lights on in my hotel.
The curtain is drawn back. Nothing but the blood of Jesus is playing.
It makes me twitch a lot, but it's better than just doing nothing and being scared.
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