Post by 2fw8212a on Sept 16, 2019 15:49:20 GMT -5
I had one challenging task to do today. But I wasn't feeling as anxious as before.
Obviously, it may not be a challenge to you (or most people) but itis was to me.
I had to do my first exam today at the university's building. As you may know, I study at home and only go to the building when necessary (exams, special works/classes, etc).
And as you can choose the day and time which you want to do the exam, I chose to do for a subject I am already familiar with today.
OK, the hardest part for me was to go to the building, interact with random individuals and finally find the room where I had to do the exam.
Then, I left home and started walking to there (approximately 30 minutes walking).
When I was a few meters away from the building, anxiety started trying to appear but I have managed to keep it at reasonable levels (which was good enough - thanks to God).
When I finally got into the building, the hardest part had started, it was like I was in a labyrinth and I had to find the way as soon as possible while still calm.
Then I started looking for information on the walls, and found something relevant and it was on 3rd floor.
I wished I had to go there by stairs but I couldn't find any in my view so I decided to go back and found an elevator.
An elevator?! - I thought.
But I decided to take it anyway, I pressed a button and nothing happened, so I pressed the other and it finally opened. This was my first experience with an elevator alone.
Then I had to choose which floor and pressed the 3 button and it started moving. \o/
I found a wall in my face and walked to the left and found a woman talking to a someone in a room.
I was a bit lost and started looking around the environment and unsure about what to do next, I still couldn't find the room I was looking for.
I thought the room was on the 3rd floor, but it seems I was mistaken and unsure about the next move.
I found a waiting chair and decided to sit on it and think. But I thought: I cannot stay here for too long.
Then I decided to start walking again and try to find the room. But I still couldn't.
But I did not enter immediately I took sometime to investigate it. And there was a woman in front of me, on the waiting chair, I do not know what she was doing there exactly.
OK, I may have started looking weird to people and then I finally decided to enter the room and ask for information.
So I started walking my way to the second floor, and I found a stair. So I used it and went to the second floor. \o/
And I finally found the room, it was at the 2nd floor and there were some people waiting as well.
And I did it and it was a success. And I managed to leave the building successfully.
I thank the Lord Jesus for helping me today.
I may have looked weird to people around me, but it does not matter. I completed the task successfully, and this was very important to me.
Thank you Lord Jesus for healing and helping me!
Obviously, it may not be a challenge to you (or most people) but it
I had to do my first exam today at the university's building. As you may know, I study at home and only go to the building when necessary (exams, special works/classes, etc).
And as you can choose the day and time which you want to do the exam, I chose to do for a subject I am already familiar with today.
OK, the hardest part for me was to go to the building, interact with random individuals and finally find the room where I had to do the exam.
Then, I left home and started walking to there (approximately 30 minutes walking).
When I was a few meters away from the building, anxiety started trying to appear but I have managed to keep it at reasonable levels (which was good enough - thanks to God).
When I finally got into the building, the hardest part had started, it was like I was in a labyrinth and I had to find the way as soon as possible while still calm.
Then I started looking for information on the walls, and found something relevant and it was on 3rd floor.
I wished I had to go there by stairs but I couldn't find any in my view so I decided to go back and found an elevator.
An elevator?! - I thought.
But I decided to take it anyway, I pressed a button and nothing happened, so I pressed the other and it finally opened. This was my first experience with an elevator alone.
Then I had to choose which floor and pressed the 3 button and it started moving. \o/
And when I was in my way to 3rd floor I thought:
What am I doing here?! What will I see when I arrive there?!
I found a wall in my face and walked to the left and found a woman talking to a someone in a room.
I was a bit lost and started looking around the environment and unsure about what to do next, I still couldn't find the room I was looking for.
Then after a few seconds I decided to ask her:
Excuse me! What time is it?
And she answered me:
15:23 / 3:23 PM.
I thought:
It starts at 15:30 / 3:30 PM. I arrived in time. But WHERE is the room?
I thought the room was on the 3rd floor, but it seems I was mistaken and unsure about the next move.
I found a waiting chair and decided to sit on it and think. But I thought: I cannot stay here for too long.
Then I decided to start walking again and try to find the room. But I still couldn't.
So I found a room and its name caught my attention and I thought:
The answer to my question should be here. I am not that lost it seems.
But I did not enter immediately I took sometime to investigate it. And there was a woman in front of me, on the waiting chair, I do not know what she was doing there exactly.
OK, I may have started looking weird to people and then I finally decided to enter the room and ask for information.
I thought:
I think it is OK to enter.
So I did it. And reaching there I asked information about the room and fortunately the guy was the right one and he said he was going to apply the exam in the room on the 2nd floor.
So I started walking my way to the second floor, and I found a stair. So I used it and went to the second floor. \o/
And I finally found the room, it was at the 2nd floor and there were some people waiting as well.
And I did it and it was a success. And I managed to leave the building successfully.
I thank the Lord Jesus for helping me today.
I may have looked weird to people around me, but it does not matter. I completed the task successfully, and this was very important to me.
This may sound like a simple thing to many, but people just do not know how hard it is was for me to handle situations like that alone.
I am learning each day.
Thank you Lord Jesus for healing and helping me!